Well between the 14th and the 30th of September something magical happened (super excited face). If I was talking about this I think I’d be blabbing already. Gosh! Where should I start? I decided to let go of a relationship that wasn’t good for me, I was giving too much and so congratulations to me! I feel lighter now🍃.
A few days before my birthday Lorraine took me to get eyelash extensions for the first time, in my head I was supposed to feel like a Barbie doll( okay tbh I felt like a Barbie doll), the eye irritation was just too real, so I quit that after one week. I know I’m terrible I should have at least kept them for two weeks. But I couldn’t do it. The slay life doesn’t want me (I just ugly laughed at this).
Oh and on the 18th of September I turned 22✨; this wasn’t particularly my favourite birthday because I didn’t get to spend it with my friends. It was still a good one. I got a bouquet of flowers (this was probably my favourite part of the day). I had to do some introspection, I feel like it’s important; with every birthday I have to change some things in my life. So this year I decided to set my spirit free. In the most literal sense, so now my spirit goes wherever the vibes lead me. (Can I just say that was the best decision I’ve made in my life, I’m so much happier now). Oh and I stopped saving money this is slightly embarrassing but my inner spirit is such a spender, and she lives for fast food, I love this version of myself, she’s amazeballs (insert sparkles).
Oh and this is such a big deal! I’ve officially managed to connect with people from my class who aren’t my two friends. I’m honestly so proud of myself, and also there are such nice people in that class, who knew?( definitely not me).
Also I started going out more, I felt like it was important for me to meet new people, and honestly I’m doing such a going job at it (I’m totally doing this weird smile). I’ve met so many amazing people (unfortunately none of them are women, oh wait I met Ashley’s friend Sandra, she’s good people). Remember those few cousins I said I love to death? Yeah, Ashley is one of them. Her mum is my mum’s little sister.
Anyway, I met this guy, honestly I low-key macked on him😂, anyway he’s good people and guess what!! He’s a poet. Isn’t that really cool? I think it’s fucking amazing. Anyway he’s a vibe, although my antisocial side came back to life and told him I’d be fully available to connect with him in December when I’m done with exams. I mean I wasn’t lying to him or anything, I just feel like I would have managed to get to know him whilst preparing for exams, but anyway December is almost here, and he thinks my blog is awesome (I’m totally blushing now), so I fucks with him.
I reconnected with two old friends, one from my first year of college (I hadn’t realised how much I had missed him over the years, but I’m glad we’re talking again) and the other well we go way back to when I was 14 years old, our friendship has this on and off thing going on; I’m not complaining, I’m okay with this.
Do you remember my failed attempt at doing a 31 day blog challenge? Anyway, in one of my posts I wrote about how much I enjoy art and how I never got the push I needed to pursue it. Anyway, just an update, I’m doing art classes every Saturday. This honestly makes me so happy. The tutor is great! He says my work is amazing and tbh sometimes I low-key doubt him, but I still appreciate this. Oh and I might have an exhibition for all my pieces ( I’m mad excited, and I feel like this is an understatement of how I actually feel).
Oh and I met someone (and no he isn’t my new boyfriend, he’s less than a boyfriend but more than a friend). He asked me to write about him, and I said yes because well there’s something about the way he smiles (argh! why am I such a sucker for cute smiles) anyway he’s good to me, and he tells me to stop being silly so he’s cool. Anyway I’m not writing about him in this post, but definitely some other time.
I also met a Ndebele boy who wants to prove himself to be different from all the other Ndebele men in my life. Smh, I feel like this consumes a lot of his energy, but it’s fun to watch, so I’m letting this continue. Plus he’s funny, I asked him what the sexiest Ndebele word he knew was, and guess what he said?.. his name😂😂. At that point I was just like wow! Now we can’t not be friends. Although we aren’t fully friends, I mean we all know friendship is deep for me, but he could become my friend in the near future.
I feel like these are the highlights of how my life is going. I’m happy, considering I how I felt on the 14th of September. Anyway this is it for this post; I’m starting exams this Thursday, until the 3rd of December. Plus I have strep throat so my body is fighting me right now. Oh! I nearly forgot, I’m hunting for internship( this is wildly exciting for me) for the entirety of 2020 I’ll have an actual job, okay not an actual job; but I’ll have a boss and everything. Anyway I’ll write about this next time. Bye now.